Well, it has finally happened. Almost one month into my last semester of college and I have come down with a serious case of the inevitable "senioritis". At first I thought it was just a really bad case of PMS, unfortunately this is something that chocolate and potato chips won't fix...at least not completely.
I have been in a constant state of annoyance, being annoyed with having to go to class and doing homework, just wanting to sleep through everything until it is over, and getting angry at my neighbors downstairs for partying on a Thursday night when I have to get up and work early the next day...the nerve! I guess for me "senioritis" isn't just wanting to slack off all the time but I am also starting to consider school a colossal waste of time. I could be making MONEY instead of sitting in this class...hmmm.
I started this semester swearing up and down that I was not ready to graduate, that I would rather stay in school then enter the real world. What was I thinking? The more I think about it the more I realize that I am ready to grow up. Sure it is scary to think that for the first time in my life I will not have to report to school in September of 2011, but hopefully I will be doing something fun/exciting/amazing/awesome/extraordinary. Perhaps skydiving.
And for all of you out there who get some sort of pleasure by asking a college senior the dreaded question "So what are you going to do?" Let me just say I DON'T KNOW I DON'T WANT TO KNOW I DON'T NEED TO KNOW! To phrase this a little more politely, I have no freaking idea what I am going to do after I graduate in May, who knows what kind of opportunities are going to arise in the next several months, who knows where I am going to be, or what I am going to want to be doing. Who actually wants to graduate college one day and start a full time career the next? This is my time to explore who I am and what I want to do, I can do anything I want. I am going to go with the flow.
But for now, I am just going to put my head down and attempt to make it through this last semester of College, passing all of my classes, and trying to control my temper, which is getting shorter every day.


I apologize for you shitty neighbors. Come retreat to my house any time you need to (that's where i've been).
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